For most of my life, I denied I share a birthday with a rodent!

Recently I was laughingly telling my hairdresser that for most of my life I had been in denial about sharing my birthday with a rodent, specifically the groundhog Punxsutawney Phil! Her son is born the day after me, and I said “Wow, he dodged a bullet on that one!”

She wanted to know more, how could being born on Groundhog day negatively affect anyone?

Lol! This is too funny!

I remember my embarrassment starting in Grade 1: the teacher would happily tell us “It’s Groundhog Day!” and then in the next announcement read off the people having birthdays that day. Mine was always the only birthday that day.

As a very shy kid, I struggled with self-worth and any negative attention made me feel very vulnerable. When the teacher made the announcement, the kids made the connection immediately and started to laugh, “Ha-ha, she’s born on Groundhog day! What a loser!

It was awful! I turned beet red and tried to slide down lower in my seat, trying to hide.

Well, that did it! Any sign of embarrassment or weakness was cause for kids to tease and bully mercilessly for years to come. It got to the point that a week or two before my birthday, any mention of Groundhog Day would set off the teasing.

I felt awful. I didn’t know any other coping mechanism except to feel like I wanted to shrink until I wanted to disappear. My way of coping was to mentally assign Groundhog day to Feb 3rd! I went into complete denial that I was born on the same day as that shared with an illustrious rodent!

Had I known then what I now know, I would have calmly flipped the script and been able to joke that they were just jealous that they weren’t born on a notable day.

When kids and even adults find out what our insecurities are, then they push our buttons for their own amusement, enjoying the sense of power they get from making someone squirm, feel embarrassed or even cry.

Being able to own our deficiencies or even perceived deficiencies is hugely important to combatting these people.

When they see they can’t “get a rise” out of us, they usually drop it. Some don’t and they out themselves as mean, even cruel.

“Flipping the script” is a useful tool in life, for it allows us to take a seeming negative and turn it into a positive, or at the least, to find meaning in something difficult, which can help us to get through it.

I wish I could say that every situation has a silver lining, for many don’t, at least not in the moment they’re being lived. Sometimes we can only find meaning or reason when we look at the positive things which came out of the experience.

Some of my most difficult moments in my life were during times when I was raw and hurt, when I didn’t have any good life tools to be able to recognize a negative situation, much less be able to navigate my way out of them so I ended up suffering more.

By learning some healthy tools to navigate my life with I was finally able to recognize the things which weren’t healthy for me.

Some tools which can be of help to learn are:

  • Teaching ourselves to like, then to love ourselves
  • Setting healthy boundaries
  • Healing from toxic pasts
  • Taking charge of our thoughts
  • Learning to set doable goals
  • Teaching ourselves to have positive thoughts

It’s okay to start with something small, in fact, if you’re struggling with deep hurts and low self-worth, starting slowly is advisable!

Start with where you are at right now and build on that!

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Challenge: When a negative thought enters your mind, think three positive ones. Train yourself to flip the script!

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An answer to dealing with the Inner Critic!

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Do you only accept yourself if you look a certain way?

A new you! Is this possible?

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Blessings!
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Tamara
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15 thoughts on “For most of my life, I denied I share a birthday with a rodent!

  1. Happy Happy Birthday Wishes Galore to you dear Tamara!!! May this year bring you the most amazing imagined and unimagined dreams come true for you!! You are so inspiring and special – I wish we are told this when we are young and struggling with self worth. You truly genuinely share and show the way to self love.

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    1. Wow! I have tears of joy in my eyes reading your words! Thank you so much! I’m deeply appreciative of you and how you extend such care towards me! 🥰🥰🌸🌸

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  2. Oh, that’s so hard when you are a kid. I hated having to talk in class. But I love your message about flipping the script. And your last line, “Start with where you are at right now and build on that.” Amen!

    Happy birthday, Tamara! I hope you have a great day and a wonderful year ahead! ❤

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    1. Thank you so much Wynne! I appreciate your encouragement!

      Years ago I saw personal growth workshops and they seemed to speak to people who had already learned something or who seemed to have reached certain “benchmarks”. I found this to be overwhelming and discouraging. That really prompted me to work quietly by myself on my issues because I didn’t feel strong enough to face any judgment or criticism. That really colored my whole approach when I share with others. I share the very difficult small steps I learned. Maybe some folks don’t see those things as being important, but I know there’s people like me who do struggle with the small stuff!

      Blessings for today!

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  3. Happy, happy birthday 🎂🎉!!! Our pups, Lulu and Delilah, share your birthday. It’s a nice pick-me-up for Winter! Enjoy! You are special, so your day should be special!

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